Archive | May, 2014
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a temple column top

28 May

a temple Coloumn top

This is the top section of a column that supported the Temple during Jesus’ time on earth. It is in the courtyard of what we call today the Wailing Wall. Jesus had to pass these columns on His way to His trial and the cross.

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families who lost brothers, sisters, sons and daughters whom we met in Israel

27 May

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Jesswill, life in 19 paragraphs

23 May

Jesswill, life in 19 paragraphs

 

1. He killed someone. With a gun. He didn’t use his hands, of course.

 

2. Gowan was right. The single paragraph in the NY post Police blotter reads,

 

 

NY Post

Daily blotter

The Bronx

By Daniel Prendergast

Police have arrested a young man who gunned down another teen in Tremont, authorities said.

Jesswill Perez, 18, was arrested Saturday for shooting Edward Molina, 18, after the two argued on East Tremont Avenue at around 7:30 p.m. Dec. 20, cops said.

Molina was taken to St. Barnabas Hospital after being struck once in the torso, and was later pronounced dead.

Perez has been charged with murder, manslaughter, and possession of a loaded firearm, cops said.

 

It is enough. A paragraph tells the whole story.

 

3. It was a hot 2nd floor 9th grade English classroom. I was called there because Jesswill would not listen; not sit; not work for the teacher. And he was up and yelling; refusing to leave the room. He knew me as the Principal, the head of school. But, though we had a slight relationship, it was limited. He talked I listened (and then I talked) he wouldn’t move. I always counted on, believed in, the power of relationships. Now it wasn’t enough, relationships.  What to do?

 

4. Maybe two paragraphs tell the story. Jesswill’s mug shot docket from February 2014 lists his date of birth as a year. (See attached appendix 1)  Not a date; a year. No pictures from this facility. Just a year of birth.

 

Arrest Date:

2014-02-08 0:00 am

Booking Facility:

Robert N. Davoren Complex New York

Height:

5 ft 8 inches

Weight:

125 lbs

Gender:

Male

Date of Birth:

1995

Age at Booking:

18

Age now:

19

 

 

 

5. So I had to do something: it was now about power. I could have a security officer pull him out; but there would have been a fight; handcuffs; the works. And I would be handling over power, authority. As principal in the Morrisania section of the South Bronx I couldn’t lose.

 

6. Why just a birth year in the docket? Probably because Jesswill was too stubborn to give the date; I could see them barely could get his name out of him at booking. Stubborn. Holding on to the space he had. He couldn’t let go. There is also probably why he was carrying when they arrested him.

 

7. ‘Alright. Ms. Seoane; Mr. Ramirez. – Room 203 is free. Bring the class there. Now please.’

I stood in the doorway as the kids moved; Jesswill got up around the last to go.

‘Where are you going?’

To class

‘No no. You wanted to stay here; you refused to leave; you’re staying here with me. I am granting your request. You can stay; have what you want.’ He went crazy.

 

8. You see, I had become Jesswill; Anthony Claybourne; Spencer Bridges; Latasha Frett; Sarah Cunningham; I had become them all. Angry; stubborn; overheated in a flash, like The Flash. I had no margins in my life. All in; all the time. Flash. And I couldn’t lose. Never. To leave that room Jesswill would have to kill me.

 

9. He tired. But look at the docket. 125 pounds. I was 300 then. He bounced off me. The officers left. They knew to go from how I handled incidents in the past. Hell, they didn’t want to be there anyway, with a crazy student and a crazy principal? And they were sacred of me when I was like this. They had seen.

 

10. After a while, I got him to talk. About a father in jail; how he had to take care of his brothers; sisters; mother. He felt he was the oldest.

He couldn’t fail. He wasn’t concerned about school. He meant life. Concerned about others’ lives. He looked in my eyes. He told me that he thought I cared for him. He would try to be, do, better. I think he meant it. Still do. We were on in a moment. A flash. We came up with a plan. It lasted two days.

 

11. He is charged with killing an 18 year old on 20 December.  Christmas. A family spent their Christmas in a funeral parlour. The cops caught Jesswill in February 2014. How? Look at the docket. He was selling marijuana while still holding the gun. The gun tied him to the crime. He couldn’t let it go.

 

12. Jesswill is the type of kid, 125 in weight, slight build, mouthy, who won’t last in prison. He will be tracked and cut; hunted and punked. Deader than the kid he killed.

 

13. I lost myself in that place: that abyss of rejection, death and despair. My last three years there I saw three students murdered on the street: Tonya; Jared; Elisabeth. I was immersed in sorrow.

 

14. Want the details? Most people do. Don’t worry. I can’t forget them.

Jared was shot outside a house party two plus years past graduation. He was a great great dancer.

 

15. Lisbeth was bi. She was sleeping with her 20 plus year old lover when her lover’s husband came home, unexpectedly released from lock up. He killed Lisbeth. But not his wife, not mother of his two children. He cut Lisbeth up; put her in a plastic bag in a closet. The neighbours complained about the smell after a few days.

 

16. Tonya beat up a neighbourhood girl. Now, she could have killed with her hands. It must have been a bad beating. On the side steps of the school one night, she was sitting with her man. A guy came up to her and knifed her in the neck. He stabbed her man to, but he lived. She bled out crawling back home, a block away at the Trinity Housing projects.

The next day I visited the family. I should have been killed when I went to enter Tonya’s building. People in the community were angry. Timothy Robinson, a former student saved me. He came by on a banana bike jumped off and hugged me right before I was to go. Got everyone to back off. Why? He loved me for loving him. He had dropped out of school to do business; make money. He had to take care of family.

 

17. I wouldn’t leave Tonya; Jared; Lisbeth, any of them, that night. I couldn’t. Loving them was my power; my soul; my identity; me. I couldn’t back up.

 

18. That’s how they died. I don’t know all about how they lived. Some one loved them. Someone. I know that.

 

 19. Jesswill, lives. On some unknown day he will be 19. There should always be a 19. At least that.

 

Appendix 1

 

Status: remanded State: NY

Arrest Date:

2014-02-08 0:00 am

Booking Facility:

Robert N. Davoren Complex New York

Height:

5 ft 8 inches

Weight:

125 lbs

Gender:

Male

Date of Birth:

1995

Age at Booking:

18

Age now:

19

Booking Information

Incarceration 09-FEB-2014

Book & Case Number:

2411401279

Current Housing Facility:

RNDC (Robert N. Davoren Center)

Arrest Date:

08-FEB-2014

Arrest Number:

b14609378m

Next Court Date:

13-FEB-2014

Bail Status:

remanded

Charge Information

Docket:Indictment:Court Part:Court Name:

Charge:

2014BX007429 00000 0000 F-A Bronx Crim. Ct.

125.25 FA (MURDER A Felony)

Docket:Indictment:Court Part:Court Name:

Charge:

2014BX007430 00000 0000 F-A Bronx Crim. Ct.

265.03 FC (CRIM POSS WEAPON-2ND DEGREE C Felony)

Docket:Indictment:Court Part:Court Name:

Charge:

2012BX047688 00000 0000 F-A Bronx Crim. Ct.

221.40 MA (CRIM SALE MARIJUANA-4TH A Misdemeanor)

 

 

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these are Olive trees, small ones, he prayed by ones their size

22 May

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small doorways to enter the church of the holy sepulchre, jerusalem: isreal photo/image 12

21 May

small doorways to enter the church of the holy sepulchre, jerusalem: isreal photo/image 12

This mural in the church of the holy sepulchre paints a very idealize picture of Christ’s death and resurrection. Colours are bright; the mural large in story; His body in good stead after the crucifixion; many hands to help. An idealize of death. The church is built around the tomb hewn in a cave outside the city. At least four Christian groups have ‘churches’ in the Church of the Holy Sepulchre. When they clean, armed guards oversee the cleaning as if one group cleans the space of another christian group, the ‘cleaners’ can put a claim in for space cleaned.

The doorways to enter the church are about 4 feet high. Small doorways. Why? The Crusaders built the doorways small so that if and when attacked in the Holy City horses of the attackers could not enter the church’s entrance square or the church itself. The hand to hand fighting between the crusaders and the turks must have been horrific in such tight, close quarters. Like a grave, as a tomb, while standing.

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the Via Dolorosa

20 May

the Via Dolorosa

the streets are narrow; narrow and cobble stoned. Narrowed and made smaller with shops on each side, food stalls, scarfs, people. They ay made richer, though small, by the drops of His weat, drops of His blood. A thousand years later theses same streets flowed with the blood of the slaughtered during the crusades. Down these small, signifcant angled hills.

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1. The Beginning…Christ’s path to the cross in old Jerusalem

19 May

1. The Beginning...Christ's path to the cross in old Jerusalem

Monday 19 May begins a week of image postings of Jesus’ journey for us to his death. This passageway leads in the old city to the outside -the place beyond the city gates. It leads to the Via Dolorosa-the path He carried the cross; fell and carried on.

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Israel photo, image 9

16 May

Israel photo, image 9

an elephant’s relative, Hyraxs, found in a park in Israel
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rock_hyrax

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Israel photo, images 8a and 8b-the Scot’s Hotel

15 May

Israel phot images 8a and 8b-the Scot's Hotel

lovely spot; lovely hotel; Nice to be in the UK again in Israel, at least till September

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The Scot’s Hotel faces the Sea of Galilee-

15 May

The Scot's Hotel faces the Sea of Galilee-

Why does the Church of Scotland own and operate a Hotel on the Sea of Galilee?
See the link below-
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/magazine-20126585